whiny ; pampered ; all that she is..youve got to accept HER!

2008-01-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

MOVED!
MISSTOLLERANZA.ELJAYYY
((:

2007-12-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Hello world..Im back in the mood for blogging and god knows why. Perhaps I've been overwhelmed by a blend of feelings today.

So Im back with picture post(:

These are long overdue photos from the chalet before I fell and Im looking like a prawn not becos I drank booze but I got sunburn(: So enjoy my real teeth for now..haha

So I didnt go to work today becos I had to attend a wake. A wake of whom I have only met a couple of times before I grew above 1m in height.

She's my paternal grandfather's second wife. Its quite a pretty complicated relationship becos both my grandfather and her remarry so there were alot of people there of whom I really do not know but just address them as Auntys and Uncles. So there she lay, as peaceful as how one would be when her soul is with our Father. Have I ever mentioned that I love staring at dead bodies? Hey,its not a sick and perverse fettish but whenever I stare, I look at all the wrinkled lines on their faces and hands. Many call it signs of old age, but I prefer to name it, the beautifulness of life. I stood beside her body and thank God for her. Although I may not be close, but at least I know that she once showered love on me, and participated in giving me my name;grace. This means alot already and right now, I know that she is sitting at the right hand of God,watching over us. Her body will be cremated tomorrow at Mandai crematorium and I really wish to be there but,according to my second aunty,its not very good. Well,dont ask me why becos I have no idea as well.

After the wake, sent my second aunty to thomson and dad graciously sent me to plaza sing of which I have to patiently wait for mr fau to arrive. So to kill time, it means shopping!Headed to LaSenza of which I spent $88 on a set of PJs, 5undies and a top!Frigging cheap!(: Met Lenice at SK and scooted off to TheCathay to watch IAMLEGEND for the second time!Lol seriously, the show is overrated. Anw, took a bus to town where mr fauzi bought me my xmas present. Proudly presenting my AgnesB shades and my LaSenza loots.

Before deciding on the shades, my eyes wondered off and set it on anything thats pink and my itchy fingers just had to touch it and DAMN,NOW ITS NOW MY WANT LIST!

Credits to tippytappy.lj
This is patent..I WANT IT!its only 98bucks after all the discount..oh mummy..

And this too please(: The flowers are so pretty!And grapefruit is yummy and sexy!

oh and when I was walking around PS waiting for mr fau, I chanced upon this area selling all HelloKitty stuffs..I LOVE IT SO MUCH!I WANT TO BUY HELLOKITTY TOASTER;CLOCK;OVEN;BLENDER;MICROWAVE!Oh man..my mum will scream!Still,Im a strong fan of my dearest kitty(: MUACKS!

And these are from mr raj, my beloved bff who is gona have his head shaven bald on 11jan08!aww..oh and the pictures do not do justice to the lovely present that he got..so to my canonixus, i dont like you!

And these are some of my creations..

SOLD!

SOLD!

SOLD!

And one day at work, my senior brought mags from japan and I realise that Coach has got really yummy bangles of which I MUCH HAVE ONE and their fendi&mui mui designs for wallets are craves!OMG

Some picture taken while buying mummy's xmas present..

Some random picture of a car that has hellokitty all over!i want!

And this is how Xmas eve was spent(:

Aunty Jane bought this necklace from my shop..gorgeous right!its burmese jade with onyx and brandy citrine(:

Every girls' desire - shopping.

Im glad I didnt buy these 2 tunics a week or so back..lol becos their prices have been slashed more than 60%(: Love sales!

And there was one day in the week where mr fau and i fought..bff rushed to my place and we headed to siglap for dinner.

We pretty gorge ourselves with about 8 dishes from XinWang and a 30min stroll didnt make our tummy feel any better so we gave cheesecake a miss :(

From charm's blog.. "From 2 Days in Paris." Marion: It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drunk up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well. There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

2007-12-28T12:06:00.000+08:00

bff: Are u gona miss me

cie: OF COS!now then i know you wont be out..IM GONA MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY!

bff: ME TOO OKAY!!!like theres no tmr... I wouldnt mind if u really stand outside the barbed wire with an inhaler haha

cie: INHALER?!you insane..its a LOUD HALER!INHALER is for people who has ASTHMA!lol you stupid backside

bff: Oh ya.love haler haha..then u suntan there oso

cie: lol if im not working,i would ohk!(: will you miss me?

bff: What sunshine is to a flower..what scent is to a rose...what breath is to life..u are to me...ill be yearning for u every second of my stay there..

cie: 'i love you' seems insufficient to tell you how much you mean to me right now..lets say i want to spend my every millisecond with you,be as close to you;so close that every breath you exhale is what i inhale to stay alive.
bff: as of right now, there is no love bigger than any mountain..deeper than any sea..or higher than any tree..than the love that lives for you inside of me..lets just say that without you im no oner..i take it that ure gods gift to me...

I'm gona miss bff so much..have been meeting almost everyday and it dosent seem to be enough..

2007-12-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

Wordy entries dont excite me at all but Im lazy to plug my usb and connect the phone to the notebook.

Anws, MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL!I had loads of fun and love..did you?(:
Heres the summary..
-liverpool jersey for BFF
-and BFF gave me a GUESS clutch(OMG!), gem bangle and a gorgeous ring!
-many red packets
-crabtree&everlyn from my boss
-marks&spencer sweater and swaroski bangle for mummy
-and i bought myself 2 tops(again!) from topshop becos their sale is soooo jjiiibbbaaaiiinnngg good!
SO IN LOVE WITH TOPSHOP!
-elle watch from aunty jane
-more clothes fron aunties..

yada yada..im not in the mood alr!lol but guess what!im starting to learn how to save!i love seeing my bank account booming with numbers!and the thought of me getting really close to the gucci bag,omg excites me totally. so here's the deal, i'll say a million yes to dinner and ever pay for you, but NO to taxis and clubbing becos taxi drivers are meanies(jibai starting fare $3!) and im into abstinence from alcohol. I LOVE SAVING MONEY!LOL

ANW,IM LOCKING UP!SOME WAY SOME HOW..perhaps really lock up blogspot or move to LJ. I really need to do some serious BITCHING and this outlet aint exactly viable. So till then folks..I NEED PICTURES!

2007-12-16T23:11:00.000+08:00

OMG!Im working from 11am to 9pm toms and I need to go to the PO in the morning!

Us at the bus-stop after church.

I love mirrors in dressing rooms..they are so loooonnnngggg!
Im mirror-deprived!

Sister being undecided which one to get and bullying me..

Notebook and pen from Paperchase.

I WANT TO BUY EVERYTHING!

Because I got a free W660i in white, I gave it to sister and so sister's phone is now, Fauzi's(:

Dinner at Jack's Place

Today, Liverpool VS Manchester United. DAMMIT CANNOT WATCH!MAY LIVERPOOL WIN(: I hope my lucky boys score again!(: Goodbye world. BAI!

2007-12-15T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hello world(: I love my job.

When there was a tiny patch left on my right cheek..

My favourite crave..

Imagine you receive all your clothes in a day..

Fauzi thought I made sushi out of my nintendo

My workplace(:

Outfit of the day(: I LOVE THE BLUE KNIT TOP!thankyou bff.

Goodnight world.

2007-12-14T02:18:00.000+08:00

11.30am
Dental appointment at S A LOH but it was really crowded so I went for a supposedly planned window shopping at Mango of which I spent $25 on a really sexy halter neck top and $10 on a brown vintage belt(:
damage to wallet:$35

12.30nn
Dental appointment, XRAY and heard that my tooth died and had to do crowning.After once its done, need to immediately go for extraction of window tooth. In my mind, I can see moneypigs flying..
damage to wallet:$80

1.10pm
Hair appointment at Jean Yip. Now my hair is short and I'm adoring it (: Highlighted my hair with copper and red. Now my hair has 3 colors(:
damage to wallet:$0(because it was a package thing so my highlighting was prepaid and my haircut was put on credit!)

3.30pm
Dental appointment at some NUTC dental clinic opposite S A LOH, had injection on my upper gum which was uber painful. Never knew that I would have to go through it again :( XRAY and realise my tooth isnt dead so yay to that!(: Did composite fillings and stuff..Im a happy grace again!No more holes!(:
damage to wallet:$162

5pm-0130am
Town!Went to peninsula to find jeans but didnt work out well. Helped jenny purchased a BraunBuffel wallet. Went over to Gucci to realise that the design I wanted was there!But in brown leather..was hoping for the white one:( Anws, $1290. A figure that I should be motivated to save now!Had pepper lunch for dinner(first meal of the day!). Bought shoes from Pedro for BFF!damn nice I swear!(:
damage to wallet:$103

Because we agreed on me buying him the shoes and he getting me clothes,we headed to f21 but couldnt find anything there.JIBAI!dont have my size ohk!everything is so huge! Headed to Charles&Keith, my TBAR wedge dont have size 36 because OOS!JIBAI AGAIN!Then to topshop..I know I can always find my perfect clothes there(: As shown above, THANKYOU BFF!

Milkshake at Macs which sucks terribly. Headed to Cine while I grabbed a CLEO along the way. Alvin&the Chipmunks!Damn nice,go watch(:

36ed home and realise that all bus services had stopped. So cabbed down to the malay eatery opposite my place.Haha the meter didnt jump at all(: Had supper and his brother came to pink us up.

total damage to my wallet:$380+(misc stuffs)$20=$400

Now its time to be a beggar!Oh first day at work tomorrow(: CANT WAIT!

2007-12-12T05:38:00.000+08:00

"You'll never walk alone"
4-0, indeed Liverpool is winning victoriously!About a couple of weeks back, 28Nov, on a game with Porto, it was 4-1. Aww..my favorite boys scored again!Gerrad at the 4th min, Torres at 11, Kurt in 48 and Babel,haha who would have wondered. In the +3min, he actually scored!Clear goal but with a frenchie tagging his back. And because Im happy, I bought clothes on ASOS!Yes..the sexy and expensive brand(:

And why does everything I want not have my size!HUUUURRRRR they should produce more Uk6/8 then I will be able to buy them and give them an opportunity to earn my money. SERIOUSLY!SOB come and cry with me :(

Moving on, its 6.00am and its time to sleep. Later when I wake up, I need to flaunt my whining abilities. Since the Bangkok trip( I still remember) is canceled, mummy shall make it up to me by more FEP hugs, F21loves, and this(:

Oh yes, itouch too(: Thankyou mummy. You can just swipe your card and get a panic attack at the end of the month! Lol christmas shopping for my cousins?More like spending her fortune away..and this is call sweet revenge(:(for canceling my BK TRIP!)

2007-12-11T19:51:00.000+08:00

Rach from Bonitochico is back so I've got pretty clothes to buy(: Today, everything that I bought arrived. A total of 5 parcels!ZOMG!The postman had to intercom me to get me down to collect!LOL!I love all my buys!<3

Shopping has been postponed to tomorrow. In my attempt to get a Gucci bag from mummy, this is how our conversation went.

Me:"mummy,lets buy a gucci bag.i'll pay 50 and you pay the rest"
Her:"whats so nice about the Gucci bag how much"
Me:"because its G all over and G stands for Grace(:"
Her:"Oh we can buy the alphabet G and sew on it how much how much"
Me:"ugly la you"

Haha! I love my mummy!

2007-12-10T15:24:00.001+08:00

IM GOING BROKE!

When notes aint your bestfriends and exams dont line up your calendars..
I FINALLY DID UP MY FACEBOOk!well,not really.more of like accepting and rejecting requests,buying pets,feeding them and petting other pets to earn munnies..BFF just got sack today,yes SACK and so he's gona have all the time in the world to help me do up my facebook. gona have my hair highlighted again at Carleen's place,aunty jane's friend. and town shopping!im gona whine my way through more clothes,that Tbar wedge at charles&keith and hopefully,a GUCCI BAG!ahhhh im madballs.

2007-12-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

I want these in my closet!

2007-12-08T11:55:00.000+08:00

Howdy Ho!I like the way God plans accidents to happen. See, He will never let you go through any pain that unbearable for you and needless to say, to let you go through it without He being by your side(: I thank God that I went tanning on monday and got burnt! Lol because I got burnt, the skin dries up really quickly and even though its peeling and I look like a cow, but my apparent wound dried up and fell off as well! Now, how amazing is that! All praise to God's grace!(no pun intended)

Its a rainy saturday and Ive been doing of going to F21 for shopping but with my face like this, hmmm shopping on LJ is much better(: But then again, we shall see.

I realise that Sense's clothes are not tad bad!(: But the thought of thats my mum's favorite shop is a little queer if I were to shop from there as well. Haahaa perhaps, we could go shopping together and with a swipe of her whatever kachingkaching card, yipeee!More clothes(:

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing but I can try for your heart
And our dreams and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it’s so hard?
It’s not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I’ll tell you one thing, it’s always better when we’re together

It’s always better when we’re together
We’ll look at the stars when we’re together
It’s always better when we’re together
It’s always better when we’re together

<3

2007-12-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

This is way too cool!(:

2007-12-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

'You dont need them in your life, seriously..'
quote, the al'time favourite security guard(:

Insanely enough, I thank God that I had this fall. Although it hurts, but at least it tells me who my true friends are(: Raj was right, that I seriously need to reconsider my friends. Do some reclassification and keep those that are worth it close to my heart. Rotten ones and near decomposition should be kept away or discarded.

I thought I had grew out of the periods of being naive&gullible; apparently not so. To think I gave you a chance to repent, or rather prove yourself to me that you are worth more than what others proclaimed of you. Your venomous words;disgusting actions, proved to me that believing in you was the last thing I should ever do. Seriously, shutting up would do you more good. Stop trying to act strong and almighty because one day, you will fall real hard and you will realize that karma will set on you, that no one will be there.

I doubt I'll ever look at you the same way as I did before. Your pretence is uncalled for. The outings, the phone calls, and your venomous words that day, shall thus forth be consolidated as history and kept in the back of my mind. I shall smile at you with disgust, talk to you with negative respect, and gladly turn my back on you anytime. Your face irritates the slightest bit of me, and if you even think Im mean, chew on this. If you ever fall, I'll definitely be there to hold you, to comfort you, to let you know that everythings going to be fine. And not be jolly.

This entry is dedicated to the FloralTwins. Goodbye.

2007-12-06T16:29:00.002+08:00

My JimmyChoo clutch!

Lovely chocolates from Germany from BFF's dad!

Fish&Chips at Recaptured! I still prefer the chicken chop(:

F1!CANT WAIT!

My favourite Indians!<333

My fav pic with SHIR!

HAPPY 14thmonths LOVE!

Pictures shall suffice and so they say,
'a picture speaks a thousand words'.

2Dec2007

Family dinner at Swensens after SITEX.
3Dec2007

Me being vain, decided to head down to the swimming complex for a tann. And when I got home, I looked into the mirror and realised that this was the skinniest I think Ive even looked in a bikini. Haha just living up to my blogname(:

It was chalet. More pictures up soon(:

4Dec2007
At Changi Hosp.

Yes,I CHIPPED MY TOOTH!

Me at fauzi's place. He took me home becos I didnt want my parents to know and at his place, his mum and sis and maid could take care of me. So we decided that his place shall be my residing place for that day(:

I look like a PUFFYFISH!HAHA

5DEC2007

I dont really get to stay there for free..I need to be a part time nanny to the niece even though my face is like this. HAHA

Tell me it looks much better..please!HAHA my dear small friend Hafiz came over to visit me. How nice..and Fauzi's second Sister's boyfriend drove me home.Awww...

6Dec2007

The swell on my face has gone down. My lip, slightly. But I know that God is healing me slowly(: It dosent hurt that much now and Im able to talk. Praise God!

Since my face looks like this and phantom dosent want to lend me his mask, online shopping is a necessity!

Genuine cares are welcome whilst sympathy save it. And dont text me asking whether it hurts or not. Try it, you'll know. BAI!

OH!HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO
LENEY AND JOLEEN(:

2007-12-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

My Bal(:

Paper ended at 5:01, a sigh of relief but no streaks of happiness upwelling within me which was suppose to be the case. Knowing that my best had not been shown in my accounting papers let me in moments of dismay but its just,moments. Haha headed to the Pasar Malam with BFF at woodlands and we bought Ramily burger to suffice my growling tummy. Headed back to school for ake prac of which ended at 9pm!Doop was alone on 506 which was quite intimidating. Reached home at 10 and rushed to the showers! Raj came at 1030 and becos he rang the intercom and decided to be an ass, I took my sweet time surfing the net and until 11, I headed down(: Cab to cine and watched Enchanted.

Such a lovely show.So fairytale like. The stupid thing is, it’s all about happy endings and shit like that, but this dude who’s been dating his girlfriend for FIVE years and also intending to marry her, suddenly meets this gorgeous but weird chick and falls in love with her instead. my my, shit happens really. but whatever, it’s a movie. but in reality i’m sure shit like that happens everyday.

After which, we combed the empty streets of orchard.Having found ourselves the main attraction of PRCs and Indian workers. Found this empty trolley and raj attempted to persuade me to get on the trolley so he can push me around. Obviously, his attempt failed terribly(: Chilled at Balcony(aww gorgeous!) while waiting for the soccer match to start. We slept on the BED! DAMN COSY I PROMISE(: The calamaris,pizza and alcohol were the best. Would definately head down again. And Liverpool won!4-1..my favourite Torres and Steven scored!if all things went well, Torres could have scored like 4 more goals? Aiya still,wasted!Lol Tallie 15 saves the day.

29Nov2007
Ake prac at SP and guess what, I WAS UBER LATE!Its started at 12 and I woke up at 1. Lovely uh!And being a taitai, rushed down by cab and having to find the prac sucks. The HOPE woman was a whiny punyprick. I was snoozing off all the way..

30Nov2007
Did nothing.I feel lost without my notes!Haha seriously. Met up with Jessica at Bugis to get my clothes and qued for the atm to draw money. omg the que was friggin long!Took me 15mins to draw 40bucks!Bought a top from topshop at $73. Why is topshop apparels getting so expensive!Omg. Raj came at 1030 to pick me up and we cab to ClarkeQuay to meet the rest. I swear, it was a fcukedupday!With lots of fun too(:

it was my crimson tide!
the nets at 7/11 was screwed so we had to walk to MOM to draw money having to find that that atm machine is not working so we had to walk to Central.DAMN!
Drank booze while walking to MOS(raj and i walked separately cos we wanted to see which route was shorter..lol) and got there first. I bet its the legs. Haha
Music at Mainarena sucksucks!
Walked between MOS and the bridge like a million times..damn sweaty
Stupid boys were staring and smiling at me in the club. I will gouge your balls out I promise!
the most annoying thing of all, BFF was pissed with me after clubbing. BITCH!

Cab home with Shaiful. The end. Haha oh and yes, mat and fiz gave their club virginity to us!Howdy cool!(:

1Dec2007
Performance at SP.

Its me and double me.

2DEC2007
Nick came to FCBC!And I was late for the sermon. Seriously, cab drivers are disgusting.Lol I really love them but some are really assHOLES!Fauzi wanted to eat so we went to Eastpoint at eat LJS.Rushed through lunch and hailed for cabs to expo!I really could have made it in time but the stupid comfort cab driver refused to drive me there becos there was a bad jam. ASSYOU OHK!IM GIVING YOU MONEY SO SHUTUP&DRIVE! Still, i couldnt get him to move. DAMMIT OHK! Whatever it is, I trained there and manage to see Nick. His sermon is power, I cried like non-stop.

So family and I headed to Expo for the IT fair and we got a new pinky cam. Nice(: Shall see if I should bring it to the chalet later. Dinner at swensens and home. Dad’s being a nice dad now,like he dosent yell at me while we hold conversations. There are more smiles, and this is what I call “trying”. I hope this goes on and he dosent go back to his old ways. Uncle Trevor offered to buy alcohol for me at DFS. COOLSHIT! This means that BFF,yiling,kanthan,vini and I will have to pay less(:

3Dec2007

Went for a little tanning session which led to having find myself with a lobster red face. Oh wells. Prolly gona have a mini tann session at the chalet toms to balance the back with the front(: Got to go for the job interview at Parkway now. Till then,BAI!

2007-11-28T01:24:00.000+08:00

Bid farewell to late night caffeine and staying at home at unearthly hours.
12.5more hours to the start of the last paper and 15.5 hours more to partial liberation.
Though mummy had cancelled the bangkok trip and me bring a cryingwhore over the past days, but with the aura of the 2 favourite indians of mine and the love of my new Red Bal and JimmyChoo clutch, all is well. I'm looking forward to my "sleep at 6am and wake up at 3pm" life(:

So what's up after 5pm or so tomorrow..
its ake prac from 6pm-8pm
then home to freshen up and BFF date(: Going to watch his 'omg i so wana watch' movie, Enchanted.Lol he's such a girl. And since its a late night movie, we're gona stay up to watch soccer match at Indochine!Lets pray that there are seats!

On Thur, its gona be sound check at SingPoly,till god knows what time. Lets hope its in the morning till later afternoon, then I can prolly rush down to the airport to meet my "pack airplane food" BFF!Lol

On Fri, lets hope that there aint no ake prac and let it be a sun shiny day. Prolly head for a swim and tanning session. Afterwhich, head home and get prepared for Surin's bday clubbing night!

Life seems to be good, and I demand it AWESOME!Refer to my previous post, "im gona throw a hissy fit till i get what i want". On Sat, since Ive got a performance, Im gona make mummy buy me an itouch on sun. And with endless shopping to mend my heart from the tremendous heartbreak she caused me for canceling the BK trip. Moreover, its 2DEC on sunday. Which means..HER PAY IS IN!YIPPIE!(:

For now, its back to CFS and more mugging. Fauzi told me to mug hard for tonight becos its the last time Im gona take exams and I will miss studying. Haha I will try hard BOYFRIEND!Oh Lets pray that my parents increase my allowance to 1k per month(: Then I promise I'll be good and stay within the geographical boundaries of Singapore till the end of Dec.

2007-11-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

im gona throw a hissy fit until i get what i want.

2007-11-22T10:48:00.000+08:00

I thought I had the most random day of my life yesterday and so this is how it went.

Headed to Eunos to meet Liz to pass her the heels and bag while I posted Gwen's dress. Took a bus down to the library and waited for Shira at Galilee. There wasn't any seats available so I had to stand by the side. Well, there wasn't exactly no seat. There was one that was available but the food on the table looks untouched so I thought that someone left the table for a while or something of that sort. So I wanted by the side until this VJ girl gave me the heads up that there aint no one sitting there. As yay to that and I made my way there, to having find myself sitting with 3 small boys because they bought brownies and technically, the priority of the table belongs to them. Anws, I shared the table with them and it looked as if I was a nanny bringing 3 small little boys out. BFF thinks that it would be a good practice for me. Haha yea right balls!

It seemed as thought the entire cafe was looking a seat for me. Lol The table beside the VJ girl happened to be empty while I was reading my CLEO, so this really nice lady tapped me on my shoulder to let me know. While I made my way there, she asked me, "are you still a student" and I replied"yea". What was going through my mind was "Is she gona offer me a job as a nanny?!" Lol but none of them happened. She merely said " You look very young, and very pretty too". Oh My goodness..how am I suppose to react to such a situation. Haha and I just said "Oh thankyou" and with my back facing her, I gave that really queer look on my face, like it was really random and I didnt know how to react to it. So when I was like 1 step away from the available seat, this family came and the little girl sat on the chair, so I was like "OPPS" and I had to move back to where i originally belonged. And that was when the entire cafe started giggling. So I had to ask for permission from the 3 little boys as to whether I was able to share a seat with them. Here's the cute part..they unanimously nodded their heads and a fork in the right hand poking brownies and said yes. Aw that was such a sight. Adorable!

So 2 mins later, I got a seat again. The exact same seat that the little girl got first to it. And guess how I got informed about it? Lol the VJ girl, signaled to her friends sitting near me, to pass the message to know that the seat is available. Really, I thought I was the luckiest girl at that point in time, Everyone is treating me so nicely(:

So finally I landed my butt there and read on my CLEO while waiting for Shira. We didn't really study alot, more of like having serious conversations about "people". Haha and the classic thing that she mention to me was what she did at the airport..(am I allowed to blog about it?!)LOL. And here comes the second random thing.

While she headed to the toilet or rummaging through some books, this guy came to my table, passed me a note and said "hello, do read this note when ure free" and I was like "ohk!" and I turned by head back to Manufacturing while texting deebz and BFF. So while I felt that he was quite far away, I read the note and OMG!Lol its prolly the most gutless pickup Ive ever encountered. And the worst thing was, Shira and I had no idea how to pronounce his name so we decided to give him a Chinese name. no its not AHBENG, but POH HUAT! Seriously, I have no idea how this girl manage to think of such a name! Lol

Besides iTouch, I would like to have an iPhone too..and these..

Not the person/dog..but the accessories!Omg totally dig it! I want a Rowenta Lissima and a Burberry beaton in tote in quilted patent leather! And with reference from CLEO, this is how you pronounce these brand names(:

HERMES air-mez
CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN christian low-bow-tan
YVES SAINT LAURENT eve song law-rong
LANVIN long-vong
LOUIS VUITTON loo-vy whee-tong

Alright, thats all for now. Gona have a shower, dad's gona send me to Katong to pick up my parcel, then to UBI to registered my BTT and to TPY, for facial!OMG its been long..I love their massage..

2007-11-21T00:36:00.000+08:00

Loving you

Is easy because you're beautiful
Making love with you
Is all I want to do
Loving you
Is more than just a dream come true
And everything I do
Is out of loving you

No one else can make me feel
The colours that you bring
Stay with me while we grow old
And we will live each day in spring

Because loving you
Has made my life so beautiful
And everyday of my life
Is filled with loving you

Loving you
I see your soul come shining through
And everytime that we
Oh I'm more in love with you

Today has been great. Or rather the past few days. Im awfully cashless and that brings me to what happened last friday!

16NOV2007
Its BFF day and we've been waiting long for this day(:

He came over around 1130am and passed me a box of doughnuts from doughnuts factory. Totally sweet.Took 55 down to UBI driving center of which we stopped a stop before and had to take a little walk there. Gawking at cars,oh so love the beetle. Waited in the que and ooohing at this man's iPhone where at the counter, I realised that I forgot my i/c so oh no!Took a bus down to Eunos where BFF was showing some love to my LOEWE bag. Train down to DhobyGhaut,pepperlunch and used my free movietickets to exchange for Gameplan(: Shopped around and started goofing around as usual. I totally love the GUESS watch as shown in CLEO<3

Then, we headed to town where the insane shopping started!First was into BraunBuffel to collect mum's bday gift which was OOS. Dope, headed to taka to having find myself staring at a girl's ass because of her horribly tight dress that flaunt her g-string. Oh teh topic of staring, bestie found many girls staring at me today and he felt paraniod about me looking like a lesbian or something. Queer indeed. There was nothing much in Taka so off we walked to Wisma where we spent 5mins in Isabella deciding whether we should get our ears pierced. Obviously, he being ball-less did not and me without a companion to do it with me wouldnt..so off the the every fav shop, F21! Oh CottonOn first but there's nothing to buy at all!Spent like 45mins in F21!Told myself to control but ended up buying $150++!Most of the accessories were chosen by him and Im glad to have him around. Such a nice bestie(: There aren't many guys around ike this and best thing is, he stood outside the dressing room for me(: LoveLove!So these are the 2 tops that I bought.Didnt buy the dress becos it was drooping due to the jewels in front..but I kinda dig it. Prolly going back to get them, WHEN I HAVE THE CASH!

Oh yes,see the satin hairband?Its from m(phosis. Bestie bought it for me together with the sequin slippers(: LoveYOU!There's this red top of which I accidently deleted. But,its gorgeous. how wrong can black&red go?(:

Gameplan is nice(: Xs are for hugs and Os are for kisses!Hair got kinda entangled due to the cold aircon so we walked around looking for a comb. A hello kitty comg was what I eventually bought together with a Hello Kitty pouch and Hello Kitty plaster!Im crazy over this kitten(:

After which, we took a random bus to vivo and spent our latenights and early mornings there. Till 2.30am, we headed for home with the help of our favourite uncles!

17NOV2007
This is such a dead day. I only left house at 5.30pm to town to meet mum with Fauzi. Worse is, its pepperlunch AGAIN!

Then, we meet this really wierd looking Dog..it looks like a LION!Lol cute butt thou!

Us on TANGS escalator.

18NOV2007
ANOTHER DEAD DAY!Woke up at 12nn, having to find myself hungry and eating maggi(note: see my hello kitty keyboard?)

Headed to gramps place after meeting someone at Cityhall to sell my stuffs. Aunty Christine has tons of pretty clothes and this is what the rascal, ME, did(:

My F21 dress from Bonitochico!

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And my funny cousin.

20NOV2007
Ive finally got a life!(: All thanks to school. Suppose to meet yiling and raj for breakfast but fauzi had tummyache so was super late!Still,I met them at Westmall. Waited for Shira at track and demeaned all the soccerboys at the same time. Mentioned 'flowersisters' in between..lol its a code between yiling&me! Accounts was lalala..it was more of like me talking non-stop, stealing rae's sunflower seeds and talking non-stop again. But, I love it that way(: Shira laughed non-stop today..lol Im glad that she's looking good!Yiling looks good too,keep that smile babe!(: After accounts, it was AlAmeen! Lol we bought like 5 prataz, 1 mee pattaya,2 milo dinos and 2 holicks dinos. Oh yes, and 5 friend ice-creams too which was the HORROR! Mee pattaya came first and it was yum(cos we were super hungry!) Then, it came the fried ice-creams which was horror because it drips all over the place and by the time you get to it, all ice-cream has melted and dripped out of the bun.LOL messy people yeah. Pratas were alright except for the ice-cream one. It looks like tissue with bandung EW!lol Oh and we ordered RotiJohn too. I promise, we were full. It was raining zebraz and giraffes so we crossed over to BukitTimah plaza(ulu..) Walked around those massage places(becos they are actually..hmmm..) Realise that it aint fun so we walked to beauty world which wasnt very helpful either. Becos my shoe has holes, so I have to tiptoe and which, made me walk in a very wierd way. And kanthan just had to ask " Are you sure your parents aren't japs or koreans?!" LOl.

On the way to the bus-stop, kanthan told us about how the world is going to end in 2012. And guess what Shira and I agreed on?! To get married and give birth(: Come to think of it, its quite saddistic as if we were to give birth next year, our child will only live for 4 years and OHNO!DIEDIEDIEDIEDIE!Lol anw, bus to town while Shira played my DS, Raj played with my phone and me, quadrapop(: Met Shira's primary school friends of whom,as he's very dark, we cant seem his properly so it took her a while to figure who that was. Seeked employment at Borders when her orchestral friends popped in too.LOL woman!Not bad ah..(: iTOUCH is just to die for..so MUMMY!(: I wana sign up for the scrapbooking course..should I?Hmm..

Shira scooted off with her primary school friend while Raj&I met my sis and viceroy at taka to shop for his prom clothes. Everything's settled in G2000 and this is how my tie looks like(: Not bad ahhh....

Then we left cos I have to meet a buyer at 745pm.DAMN!Took 16 and walked home,Raj waited outside my place while I took the dress and we public-transport to Kallang. Had dinner at RECAPTURED CAFE and indeed, nice ambience, food's yummy, and we stayed there for 2hours!This is how nice the place it. Perfect for chilling out-cheesecakes and tea are best pals!(:

teacup.

Window decos.

Half-eaten chicken chop.YUMS.

Our cheesecake.

And an esprit top that bestie bought for me after this fav soccer team won 8-0!Lol pardon the school skirt!

Tomorrow will be a great day as well I suppose. Studying with Shira at MP lib(: I wana go RECAPTURED again!

And the reason to close bankruptcy!

By the way, its quite obvious who my BFF is right(: Shocked? Me too..

2007-11-16T10:37:00.000+08:00

More chocolate loving from BFF

Fauzi's shop..HAHA

The current book Im reading..

Mum's cake and Dad's cake!

The night with BFF. Its love on riverbanks!

Day of econs paper.

Day before..LOL at 4am!
Birdnest!

Opulence 1 : LOEWE 160th anni bag(:

Opulence 2: I highlighted my hair and thinned it a little.

Opulence 3: My hotpink LV clubbing bag(:

Opulence 4: My CHANEL bangle..i want!(lol havent got it yet!)

'boy A planted his seed, and every day he'd dig up the soil to check on his seed. days passed and nothing happened, until his seed finally decayed. boy B was patient and had faith, and after a few days, his seed blossomed into a flower.'
Patience pays..

Aitey BFF is on his way..till then,BUHBYE!

Current vacation plans:
30nov: surin bday clubbing!
1dec: parent's wedding anni
3dec: chalet!
4dec: sentosa
7-14dec: bangkok!
16,17,18dec: kindergarden;primary;sec school friend eleanor's performance!
19dec: malwin's chalet

I need a job.Really..

2007-11-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

The spoiltbrat is getting a new gadget from her mama soon!(:

Life is seriously getting better and it seems as if all the pieces have fallen perfectly into place and nothing can touch me right now. Suddenly I've got everything I need right where I want it and I've been living on a constant high. Come on, its merely planning stage and Im already on constant high,imagine the state I'll be in when these plans becomes reality(: But as all things are I know this current state of euphoria will end soon. As exams are over and I no longer receive a good deserve dosage of my friends, and as BFF enters NS and I'll have no one to talk during late nights or even plan to have BFF days, I'll be left to start a new chapter of my life. I'd have to meet a whole new bunch of people and go through all the crap we had to go through to get to where we are now. Well, thats how we grow right?So I'm just going to sit back, relax and enjoy the rest of it while it lasts.

So this is whats gona happen on friday(:
1030am:BFF comes to my place to pick me up.
Head down to UBI and get whatever crap shit done,
1130am:TO TOWN!
PS first to get tickets and then SHOPPING(:
1.BENEFIT some-kind-of-gorgeous
2.M(phosis slip ons
3.M(phosis black pouch
4.M(phosis headbands
IM SO DIGGING M(phosis!!
5.Buy more clothes from F21, FEP, Cotton On,Topshop..list goes on..

then, after movie and all, its gona be prata at littleindia!yazors!I cant wait for friday!Im gona make BFF take neoprints with me!

Life has been good to me today. Econs paper was ohk,headed home. Granny made my fav dishes,including birdnest!Mummy agreed to my BK and HK trips and not forgetting ipod touch!I finally talk to my dad so I can see kachings coming in ((: Everyone seems happy today and so Im happy too! I hope this state of euphoria wont end, just let me stay high and not let me fall..

2007-11-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

Mine..all mine after As (:

Parties and vacations up starting to line up on my Dec,Jan and Feb calender. And this is what I call, life (: 20years old and soon to burst out of the governance of school, exams and public hols. Only recently did it occur to me that I am actually, 20! - what an age. Somehow I feel like I haven't really been living my twenty year old life to the fullest, somehow I've only been watching it pass me by like a stranger, looking in from the outside. Yet it's only now that I've come to fully cherish the life, freedom, love and unbridled fun that this age has brought me and how much more it has to offer.

4Dec and thats what BFF and I are waiting for. Hope all things turn out well,talking about turning out well,air tickets have not been bought!Seriously,BFF day this friday is when..
1.Go to ubi driving center to get my name registered for theory exam(life is full of exams..)
2.Game plan!
3.Shopping(: I've got a long list despite online shopping..
4. Visit pearlyn at dynasty and try to get our vacation plan finalised..
5.DAMN!i forgot and..shall ask BFF later.

I love my BFF now. And he's currently a secret. Till when I feel like it, his face shall appear on my blog.

Im 11hours away from my econs paper and damn,im still awake. Lets see what Ive bought recently online..(:

BonitoChico,my current love.

Is it alot?LOL and I dont even wear them!Like..its mugging and mugging for now. Either in some charpalang clothes studying at home, or school uni. Lol I shall wear ALL OF THEM after As. Gona hit the club with BFF real soon(: Aite, this is such a bimbotic post so till the next time, when Im alive at an unearthly hour, buhbye!

2007-10-16T15:03:00.000+08:00

Which bag?Which dress?! OMG im going nuts!LOL!

2007-10-13T16:04:00.000+08:00

He bought these for me..

While I got these for him (:

Found this on Joy's blog..dammit! I miss this little imp.

I always thought this slogan was darn cheesy and really felt that it was pathetic. Lol I guess studying brings your mind into a state of confusion and thus, making you do stuffs that you had never intend to. Love the diamonite thou (:

Shopping keeps me sane especially when Old Navy items are freaking cheap! I hope this spree organizer is a responsible one (:

And I bought 3hot2cold slimming wraps! Lol this is what happens when you are really desperate to spend money and uve got nothing else to buy(: I hope it works thou..sounds pretty..cool? Haha

Mummy says that she will give me $1k once I get into NUS. So BAI!(:

Now watch this complete blunder! It's a live show on Trans TV with Peterpan performing their song, Mungkin Nanti, with Siti Nurhaliza. But Siti blew it. She forgot her opening and just kept quiet and then later mumbled a little. And she mumbled lyrics that didn't make sense. haiyo! Then further on in the song, she sang the bridge wrong again and Ariel tried to cover for her buts he went on shrieking the wrong words.Omg I can so better memorise the lyrics as compared to her!LOL

2007-10-07T09:21:00.000+08:00

TONS OF VISUALS!I FINALLY KNOW HOW TO SWITCH ON MY BRAINS AND CONNECT THE USB TO MY PHONEY TO TRANSFER FILES!YAZORS!(these are only from my phone.will upload peektures from my canon SOON.)

Sentosa day out..

Sentosa day out..

FAUZI IS AFRAID OF HEIGHTS!LOL//AND I DROPPED MY BIRK because that idiot sitting next to me made me look at a fallen ultraman!POUTS

thats the idiot.

LUGE! we love LUGE!

sisters in the so-brightly-lit-restaurant!

the funny people. LOL please note the first picture. we off-ed the light(because you cant see...in the dark) and so they innovate and used their handphone lights. LOL

thanks dears!

look at what did fauzi do to me. He wrapped the above presents in newpapers! and added shredded papers from his office to give the presents some 'volume', and lastly, some 7-11 bag loving. LOL how nice.

us..i know damn tired and yes i was.

and because its 7days after my bday(dammit)..i get to camwhore!(:

Lol I was happy so I uploaded tons of ice creams into the fridge!

my fugly sandfly bite leg.//ashirah's burnt leg..lol

i want this!

he's giving up after 4 mcq questions!zomg!

this is how you sneak drinks up and not letting the librarian see them.

2007-10-02T17:58:00.000+08:00

I remember someone describing to me what a pandora box is like and its quite scary because you wouldnt know what you're in for until that very moment when it comes to you. i believe that to be true and seriously, as much as we want to be the masters of our own future, the truth of the matter remains that we'll probably never know what the future holds.

Prelim grades are disappointing because I didn't study for them. Im beginning to regret it now as it was the last chance to be under exam conditions and get papers done. Seriously, a C or D would not be impossible at all for economics and accounts respectively considering all my disgusting-did-not-study mistakes and being unwell to attempt in papers. I really want to get into NUS, or worse come to worse, NTU or SMU. Dont wana end up having to submit my application to private universities as their fees are exorbitant! I guess its time to take a break off my daily life and really be a power mugger and clock more mugging hours. Perhaps, take a break from my relationship as well..I know Fau would understand. He would. We've just past our 1 year anni so I would say that we are rather stable(: Somehow, its his reassurances that makes me feel good and confident. But I musnt be too complacent about it at the same time. Oh wells, we'll just see how things goes. So in the face of an upcoming national examination which is obviously crucial and mind-boggling..

BYE!

2007-09-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

Im extremely pleased with my human geog paper. Indeed improvement by leaps(: Overall geog grade looks Beautiful. I hope it will be Awesome during As. So anw, Mr Fau decided to not fast and go for friday prayers yesterday. Ended meeting him at WestMall to have lunch at Swensens. I love the ice-cream! Oh and have you heard of the mooncake ice cream? Its disgusting! Had a quick lunch and he had to go back to office, sealed the meeting with a kiss!Met him again at his place to pick him up to my place(yes,very dumb!lol) and the friggin bus ride took 1hr10mins because I got caught in the peak hour jam and rain! and to make matters worse, there was this guy with VERY oily hair and he keeps like touching it and flicking it behind. I almost told him to head down the barber now and shave bald larrrh. But this isnt the worse Ive met. Likewise, on 966. There was this horizontally challenged man who has like very dry scalps. He was scratching non-stop and it was like 'snowing' all over his BLACK shirt! ANd guess what, he leaned back to sleep in the handle of the seat and I was like "ZOMG!get your snow off me!"Damn gross! So if you ever take 966, dont even THINK of leaning on the handles. If you do, use a wet tissue to clean it really hard first!

Today, it was a busy morning! Haha I woke up at 7, headed to Eunos to have my dresses altered, then to Simei to meet Rach's bf to get my clothes, and then to Kembagan to get Mr Fau's clothes and then back to Eunos, to buy breakfast! Omg market food are so ~~CHEAP~~ ECONOMICAL!I bought like this HUGE packet of beehoon with long beans, tofu and fish cake and it only cost $2! Also, this BIG packet of cold soya bean for only 60cents and ever Mr Fay cant finish it! And the best part of the morning was, I bought clothes from the market! Lol I so cant believe it. 2 dresses for only $41! The aunty charged me one for $18 and the other $23(which is still cheap cos its selling for $34.90 ONLINE!) But the 'not nice' part about buying clothes from there is there are all sorts of smell within the clothes. Like the indian uncle's curry, malay uncle's curry puff, and chinese uncle's cigs smoke! Damn gross. I'll take pics of the $18 soon(when it dries) and heres how the $23 one looks like.

We decided to head to Singapore's popular island today;Sentosa! We were like big time goondus trying to find L3 of Vivo to get to the Sentosa Express. Lol then when we got there, we were totally lost due to the extreme makeover so I told Mr Fau to act as though we're some Indo couple which ended up, working very well(: Our first destination was the Carlsberg Sky tower. Oh yes and before that, I made him took photos with the python. Lol he looks scared. Anw, sky tower was nothing much. I feel damn retard for wanting to get up on it desperately. Paid $12 for nuts. Second destination was the 4D Magix and Cineblast! It was good! Mr Fau spent like $59 on the combo. Lol I thought 4D Magix was nothing compared to the one in Korea as I was telling him on the train. Who knows! They are comparable! ILOVEIT! Totally worth the money. Cineblast;to think I had high expectations of it, not worth it unless you're made for cheap thrills.

Our next stop was the..TOILET!Not too bad, at least they do NOT have muddy toilet papers all over the floor. Then we took the Luge and Skyride! Luge was FUNFUNFUNFUNFUNFUN! But I still do not get the physics of why I went down faster then Mr Fau did. Lol I bet he didnt release the brakes funny cos he was SCARED! Skyride was a total joke. I was darn excited about it and Mr Fau told me to look at the fallen ultraman of which someone has dropped. I was looking at it intensely and PLOP! There goes my right birks! Damn embarrassing. And just when I was making a big fuss about it, Mr Fau then told me how terrified he is of heights and I was like having a ball of my time trying to swing the Grandola! Lol I cant believe he's like MAT! Oh man!And just to retrieve my other birks, we took a LUGE down of which Mr Fau had fun(:

Headed back to Vivo and I bought him part 2 of the presents! Part 1 was the 2 tops and the cap. Part 2 was a pair of really nice white shoes from..zomg..should I say it? Hmmm BATA! Lol It was darn cheap! Like $49.95 and it looks like its from Aldo. Mat, are they called Loafers? Haha pictures up soon when I feel like it(: Then, we headed down to Taka. Omg I so need to rant about the SBS bus services. We boarded this 65 cos people were boarding but there wasnt any bus driver and we couldnt tap our card cos it was that O and a line in the middle sign. So we just went up and after like 7 mins, the 65 beside us started moving and we're like wtf is going on! So the indian sitting in front of us started waving frantically at the bus driver and thw lot of us walked to the next bus. Ha what an experience. I desperately needed to get rid of my $30 gift vouchers and since Mr Fau didnt want anything expensive like the Guess belt/wallet, so I decided to get him a pair of cheap jeans from Gio. I realise, he looks darn good in grey jeans and white shoes. ZOMG!(: Anw, just when I was about to pay, I realise that the vouches are only applicable in the Taka departmental stores! HAHA! Still, we had 20% disc of which I do not know why so the bill came up to $59 which was not too bad(: Walked to FEP, wanted to dine at Sakura but it was packed so we were placed on waiting list. We were there at 7pm and the lady told us that we're only be seated around 8pm and because I really wanted to pay by my cashcard, Mr Fau willing obliged to wait till 8!(he wasnt fasting anyway!lol) And guess what we did within that hour, we spend more money! Or rather, he spent money on me!He got me like this dress that I really wanted to wear on Bday and another top that I randomly felt like wearing! Also, I go myself this Bysi inspired top in blue was I had been looking for!

So the silk bib in Black, Bysi top in blue and yes,that Lanvin inspired dress. I had to return it to the seller cos there were defects on the dress I cant make out whats the cause for it..hmmm

Anw, today's damage is really bad! I think we spend like $300 today! Oh man. Time to save..lol did I say save? HAHA

OHK BAI!

2007-09-27T22:56:00.000+08:00

Im a cheapo girlfriend ohk! I got like the FCUK,Balcony shirt and FCUK cap for only $32! Yes second hand but Fau dosen't mind (: I know cos I asked! The other GUESS items are what Im intending to get for him as well! I cant decide which wallet to get though. The darker shade of brown looks like the logo of mos. Lol Hilmi and Leon thinks the lighter shade one looks nicer but I really not for the idea of the stitching. The color looks..yuckish. Lol perhaps it will look better in stores. Anw, the G belt! Lol I remember ade and i got ours at FEP for only $7?Is it? Or $5?! Lol once I get it for him, I'll steal it at times too!(: So 5 presents bought, 7 more to go! I was thinking of levis jeans but that would really burn a hole in my pcoket larrrh!Or should I just combine the remaining 7 into 1 pair of jeans? Lol such cheapo girlfriend. I pity him! :'( Anw, passed geog and accounts. And dammit! should have gone for econs mcq despite the food poisoning! I was like been summoned to go to another room to do my mcqs and under a pressure free condition, guess how much I scored..23/30! freakshit! thats like the first time I ever passed and scored well! Lol I wish I have such 'luck' during As! Bday's coming and so is As. ZOMG! freakout!

2007-09-25T17:26:00.000+08:00

Ohk quite disgusting. I havent gotten myself anything from Gucci or LV yet and I'm considering getting something from there for Fau. DAMMIT! He better get me something nice too! Anw, considering GUCCI belts or wallets. If its below $300, then I'll just get it. I can so see my money flying away. If not, it would be apparels from Ralph Lauren or Paul Smith. OMG!Im speechless myself..whats wrong with me!

2007-09-25T00:29:00.001+08:00

shopping is good for the health;but bad for the wallet.
Anw, Im about to let go of everything..but I know I cant;for the sake of everything. Come on grace! 35more days!

"wear

something

outrageous

with

ARISTOCRATIC

DISREGARD

for the opinion of others"

style mag august

2007-09-17T21:44:00.000+08:00

Something to cheer you up(:

2007-09-14T21:45:00.000+08:00

No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it. Hebrews 12:11

Caught this off agnes blog, or rather, from the bible. Quite applicable to studies (: Guess gracie will be offline till the end of As..OH NO!

On boyfriend's tab (:

Yay!

Boyfriend and I are going to break fast(him) at Seoul Garden tomorrow! Omg this week had been hella week of good food! Or rather, from yesterday onwards. I guess when one is in a happier mood, the appetite and the smiles comes back! So talking about yesterday, aunt jane and my mummy decided to give aunt joan and uncle patrick a seafood treat at Jumbo. Sorry no visuals as our fingers were soak in gravys of crabs! Yes! We had blackpepper and chilli crab of which pincers reminds me of those I ate in bintan. (Adeline would know what Im saying..lol)On top of that, we had prawns(of which I had the pleasure of eating them without having to dirty my fingers to peel them thanks to paul!) and veges and alot of other stuffs which I cant remember but I know the total bill amounted to $400 odd WITH discount.ZOMG! Anw, Im not paying for it! Haha although prelims aint over, but I feel like Im free already! Hah thats because I know Ive screwed up the first two papers of econs and accounts so there's no point of attempting to score for the rest. Well, perhaps theres hope for econs if I startdoing drqs and mcqs now. But accounting, forget it(: Geog paper ended nicely today at 530pm of which, most of us had shocks while doing the paper. Not because the paper was tough, but our invigilator had a really loud and deep voice that when he reminds us how many mins are we left with, the entire room would jump up a little. Amirul saw me jumping and he laughed till the end of the paper.DAMMIT! I seriously hope, if God allows, that I can at least get a C for my overall geog. This time, I kinda feel confident about my human geog paper. But then again, I really dont know whether what I answered for urban geog essay makes sense. Lol at I think that was my best considering how much I disliked human geog and the refusal of me on my part to study human geog earlier (: I need urgent retail therapy! Like not online ones but those that I can buy off the counters and claim it mine immediately! AHHHHHH

Take care what you wish for, it may come true, but the September sky how it whispered "I love you" but I couldn't take it any longer no, I couldn't stand. And the nights brought sparks and the sparks brought flames and you had to be sure this wasn't one of those games, but I'm going to show you, if you just give me tonight.
-
The ever so classic and prime example of how people inevitably disappoint. Holidays have never sucked this bad before, it seems everyone and everywhere in Singapore has lost its vibrancy and touch and I am slowly, but surely, retreating back into my one (wo)man island. Even the rare trip to the airport failed to ignite the lost excitement I once had for all things airporty and such. People often say airports are the happiest and saddest place but it seems Changi airport is indeed quite the sad ugly green tiled walls with solemn staff faces it is. No more jostling of crowds of a myriad of colourful nationalities, happy faces, sad faces - they all seem to be a facade. No more riproaring spectacular of familes who come together after the distance apart, no more sentimental quiet sort of sadness upon a departure. I used to love pressing my nose against the glass just to watch the planes take off and land. I used to wonder about how machines just lift themselves up into the never ending sky and I used to question the concept of time when you are up in the clouds across different latitudes.

I used to question so many things about life but now everything just draws a blank. It seems I have settled for second best and I do not know why.

2007-09-11T10:31:00.000+08:00

Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.
Watch her favorite movie with her.
Give her the world.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.
When she's down, cheer her up.
Let her know she's important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up at you crying.. the
first thing you say is..
"Who's ass am i beating today baby?"

Will Fau be like this?We're not done alright yet and that really spoils my mood for anything. But at least, I can seriously mug now because I wouldn't be distracted by my phone. I'm suppose to go to school but I guess I'll just stay home or head to the lib. I feel so alone.

2007-09-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

The clock's ticking at 1.05 am and I just finish studying human geog for 3hours straight. With droopy eyes and sour wrists, I haven't quite recovered from the afternoon shock for physical geog paper. DRQs were my nemesis. Just my terrible luck that 2 atmos and 2.5 hydro were tested. Essays were not-so-bad considering the fact that I spotted half a coastal question(: and the R&L question were purely done based on knowledge memorised and drilled into my brain for mids. Anw, best of luck still. With 3 hours of solid mugging, I did 5 essays. Of which, I think my points are not enough to clinch the 16marks. So I'll be heading to school tomorrow morning(thats if I can wake up..) Mind if I share something? Yesterday, I made fau play the guitar in front of me and made him sing a song for me. He wanted to perform 'unchained melody' and when he started( of which he took half an hour to warm up cos he was super shy..), I laughed uncontrollably and he took it as a form of humiliation and yes, we are on bad terms now. Sigh. And to add on to my misery, I just had to cry while doing my urban geog question cos I didnt know how to answer it. Lol. Pathetic I know. Birthday celebrations were nice and dandy. Pictures up when I feel like it(: I want to get this jelly pumps from novo! It looks damn cute and juicy and yummy. And this grey bag from topshop too that cost a friggin $103! DAMN EX. But the faux leather is super soft. Hais..the depression from exams is kicking in again. I think I'll go to bed. But..Im damn hungry! I kinda like didnt eat the entire day. Except for one chicken pie, 3 pieces of cookies, and 3 pacs of coffee. Im craving for the buffet at Royal Scotts :(

Oh..HAPPY BDAY MAT! Enjoy the $20 TOPMAN giftcard!

2007-09-08T10:51:00.002+08:00

To be tried only if you have got all the time in the world. Caution: TOTALLY ADDICTIVE! I wish I had all the moolahs to buy all the clothes and shoes and bags and accessories that I see on Polyvore. Ahh dammit! Work hard babe!(:

2007-09-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

4 more days left of intensive mugging before the start of prelims. Home study has proven itself redundant and stupid. Coffeebean and Macs are adoration now. Anw, finally had the police report done on SHIQIN. I just realise that she's cheena..and her name is pronounced as SHI QIN. Wtf?! Lol. All the way I thought she was malay. She has successfully proven herself to be a piece of junk and a liability to the country. Guess what! She's on schlorship at SMU! I cant believe that the government actually paid school fees for someone like her who has such integrity. Such a waste of the government's reserves and taxes by our parents! So what if she has the brains if she dosen't have moral values! Oh lord..and want to see how she looks like? Lol Lina and I were bitching big time about her that she prolly bought tons of makeup to make her face look prettier, but to no avail.

Hey BITCH!You should be damn thankful that your face is on my blog ohkay! You do know that you're not a very beautiful piece of junk and putting you up is pure deterioration of my standards. This is what you getting for being a BITCH!

Today is like consultation day. Met Mrs Tay for some clarification and motivational talk(haha), Mr Desmo for physical geog, Mr Eric Eng for human geog and Mr Lai for econs. Lol all done within 3 hours! Im fast! I ordered this bday balloon column from Leon for this sat. $50! Lol but its cute and moreover, we're celebrating 3 persons bday! Its got to be smashing man!I hope all my auntys and uncles give me moomoos and then I'll set aside a day for intensive shopping! Oh by the way, Ted Baker stuffs are damn ex! Totally insane. I want leggings. Haha I think I finally have the guts to give them a try. But Im more interested in knee length ones..like the white one from topshop? Lol $26! Mummy!One more on my bday list!

2007-09-04T08:17:00.001+08:00

More clothes! More money spent away! Lol had like 4hrs straight of studying time with Rach yesterday! Looking at the way she studies drives me crazy! Haha she keeps scribbling on every mathe question and sitting opposite her makes me so stressed up! Anw, Im late to school! Suppose to reach at 9 for consultation..Oh no!

2007-09-03T07:19:00.000+08:00

A kiss isnt just a kiss, or simply a
precedent to sex and foreplay. Most men
simply dont realize how important a
first kiss is to a woman. Kissed for the
first time by a new or potential lover,
a woman decides right there and then
whether youre in for a second, longer dive.

Good kissers make an unshakable
impression. If you can kiss with much
sensuality and confidence that the only
option for your kiss victim is to beg
for more, you can expect the other party
to have opinions of you higher than the
roof above your head. Its bonus points
for physical attraction, and it gets you
very far often into the bedroom.

Of course, I am in no position to give
you a crash course on how to kiss well,
or rate the standard of your smooch on
the kissing scale. It is a learned
etiquette, a language of a lover, and
you may have already developed a
signature style of your own. Good
kissers have a range of techniques and
types of kisses for every occasion at
their disposal.

A lot of (first) kisses happened in
clubs, for some reason, while youre
giddy with groovy music pumping in your
ears and alcohol pumping in your blood.
Everyone looks cuter, dont they, in
that supernatural nightlight swirling
around you. But that doesnt mean
abandoning all rationality and diving
straight into the lusty kill hoping it
might get you a sneak to the toilet for
a naughty quickie, especially if its a
first kiss. Regardless of the location,
take note of a little helpful advice!

1. Check your breath.

Bad breath is a major turnoff. Be
mint-ready, and eat something light the
meal before the special moment, if you
meant it to be.

2. Test the waters.

Youll need to feel the other party out,
and finding the right moment. You dont
want a forced kiss and a hell lot of
embarrassment. If you have trouble
reading signs, make a move on him or her
by getting closer and check the
reaction. Make shifting glances from the
lips and eyes. Response should be
positive before you move on, if he/she
backs out, you do that too, no matter
how much you want it. Save some dignity
for yourself.

3. Start slow.

And that does not involve your lips yet.
Body language is important prior to that
moment when lips touch. Reach to touch
his/her arms, or the waist, or the small
of the back. When both of your lips
meet, dont dive the tongue in just yet.
There shouldnt be too much groping wetness.

4. Variety, please!

Dont stick to one boring form of
kissing! Add surprises, and not too much
tongue. Dont engulf your kisser in your
mouth either. You can move from short,
soft kisses to longer, deeper and more
intense ones. Change the angle of your
head, and remember to breathe.

5. Kissing doesnt just happen on the lips.

Body parts included. Go for small pecks
and nibbles on the neck, the earlobes
when the heat is turning up.

Just sent Fau off in a cab and I cant get back to sleep already! Marine Lib with Rach later on.

2007-09-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

Gaoning & Liangxing are going to BK!(Gaoning is fau's inspector and liangxing is his girlfriend)
And they offered to get me clothes and bags so the following 2 pics are for mr gao to get reference from!(:

And also, Mr gao is getting Liangxing and I this 'I am not a plastic bag' bag. Seriously, not a BIG FAN of it..lol its quite disgusting thou but since its a gift, I'll just accept it! On that note, why is Mr gao buying me a bag? Hmm too much moolahs i suppose. Anw, have fun at BK!(:

And indeed, Benefit are expensive in SG!

FOR $60! And I cant believe it that I just bought it yesterday! Lol I want more Benefit! Oh and Liangxing just told me that any products under Estee Lauder, she will be able to get a discount! Yahoooooooo! I want MAC!

ps. MORE PICS SOON!

2007-08-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

my SURI! (note, its without the N and i know she's gona kill me!) Then again, you know ILOVEYOU so much no matter what. Im glad we're back together again babe. LOVELOVE. xinwang loves you too!

05C2 stands strong within us (:

*past pictures from BroadwayBeng in which, LOL , i forgot to post them.

Anyway, tomorrow is going to be a lovely day! Nono, not because we're celebrating Teachers Day but cussie Paul is giving me a partial treat to Au Petit Salut! (SHOUT HURRAY!) Its a partial treat because the set lunch is $25+++ per person. He's going to pay the second digit and the +++ (: and I'll just settle the $20. Not bad a deal but hey! I aint gona settle that for my 20th bday present! LOL!(: And just for you to know, paul looks like this..LOL

Not exactly a very pleasant pose but, HECK IT! Lol (: Shira and I went shopping for Teachers at PP just now and we got a shirt for desmo(we hope he wears it on my grad day,we promise we will be so touched!),cute cookies from marks&spencer for miss cheah, and of cos, a choco delight cake from angie the choice and black forest cake from bagawang solo for our class! On the way home, I had a naughty thought of playing a prank on Mdm Lee. Lol here's how the prank go..

1. Pour water and crack an egg into the balloon.
2. Add flour.
3. Blow up the balloon.
4. Burst it above her head.
5. Everyone laughs!

(: And if she's afraid to dirty her clothes, poncho and shower cap will be provided. Hows that? Lol and oh yes! For Mrs Teo and Tay, I'll just be dropping them some cosmetics that Aunt Joan brought back from Paris. Not bad a deal ohkay! Anw, its the thought that counts (:

Was looking through the pictures trying to find paul's picture and I realise that I was really charred last time and I miss my braces!

this was after tanning at sentosa.

after a touch game with srjc.

cny 2005

bimbotic moment!Lol the money was used to buy the nike watch that Im currently wearing.

Im very BLACK!

Standing beside her is like a human portrayal of "Black&White"

Pictures below depicts my innocence of yester years. May show some disturbances so do watch with care (:

Look at my 'before braces teeth'!

Lol. Ive changed.

2007-08-28T17:54:00.000+08:00

Im truly bored. Ran home after consultation ended. And here I am, thinking of my 20th bday wishlist(which of course, most of it will take a loooonnnngggg time to fulfil) Lol I shall halt my shopping motion for a while, either wait for the angpaos to come in or *hinthint* presents from friends!(: Thickskin..I know..LOL

You can get me fakies too! I dont mind (:
http://monochromeluxe.livejournal.com

I cant decide on which color..Fine with any (:
$359

$69.00

http://whackthatbean.livejournal.com/
Has got the Purple satin dress that I want from HerVelvetVase. Selling at $39.50

from candypulp.

from pirateparade.

from candypulp.

from candypulp.

from pirateparade.

Motorcycle inspired Genuine Leather Range In Large!

They are STILL selling it at their LJ.

I know Im disgusting! Lol gave my sister my nano and sold my zen..But this color is so "OMG I WANT IT!" (:

Pink Earphones for my DS!
http://cgi.ebay.com.sg/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&rd=1&item=
300145246516&ssPageName=STRK:MEWA:IT&ih=020
$8.50 ONLY!lol

I WANT COSMETICS FROM BENEFIT! Available at Tangs (:

http://sherniece.livejournal.com/16437.html#cutid1
Still available(:
$32

from Mphosis. Size 5 please!

This hoodie can be found on
http://streetsymmetry.livejournal.com/2707.html#cutid1

I guess thats all thus far..
Im disgusting I know..HAHA
Or basically you can give my 7K and I'll buy them myself!

On another note, more buyings(:

2007-08-27T21:42:00.000+08:00

曲: 周杰倫 Qu: Zhou Jie Lun Music: Jay Chou
词: 宋健彰(弹头) Ci: Song Jian Zhang (Dan Tou)
Lyrics: Song Jian Zhang (Bullet)
Translation: Hyde - http://www.jay-chou.net/

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
wu yun zai wo men xin li ge xia yi kuai yin ying
Dark clouds cast a shadow over our hearts

我聆听沉寂已久的心情
wo ling ting chen ji yi jiu de xin qing
I listen intently to the feelings that have long been silenced

清晰透明
qin xi tou ming
Distinct and clear

就像美丽的风景
jiu xiang mei li de feng jing
Just like a beautiful landscape

总在回忆里才看得清
zong zai hui yi li cai kan de qing
That can only be clearly seen in one's memories

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?

我用力牵起没温度的双手
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
I tried hard to hold (your) cold hands

过往温柔
guo wang wen rou
The tenderness in the past

已经被时间上锁
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
Is locked in time

只剩挥散不去的难过
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
All that's left are sadness that cannot be dispersed

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
Longing is like maple leaves, slowly drifting down

我点燃烛光温暖岁末的秋天
wo dian ran zhu guang wen nuan sui mo de qiu tian
I light a candle to warm this year-end's autumn

极光掠夺天边
ji guan lue duo tian bian
The aurora steals across the horizon

北风掠过想你的容颜
bei feng lie guo xiang ni de rong yan
The north wind flits across the face that's thinking of you

我把爱烧成了落叶
wo ba ai shao cheng le luo ye
Ashes from my burning heart falls like leaves

却换不回熟悉的那张脸
que huan bu hui shu xi de na zhang lian
But I can never regain (your) familiar face again

缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念
huan huan piao luo de feng ye xiang si nian
Longing is like maple leaves, slowly drifting down

为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
wei he wan hui yao gan zai dong tian lai zhi qian
Why must I try to recover all before winter arrives?

爱你穿越时间
ai ni chuan yue shi jian
My love for you transcends all time

两行来自秋末的眼泪
liang hang lai zi qiu mo de yan lei
Two streams of tears that were shed for the autumn's end

让爱渗透了地面
rang ai shen tou le di mian
Let the love flood through

我要的只是你在我身边
wo yao de zhi shi ni zai wo shen bian
I just want you by my side

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
bei shang tou de xin neng bu neng gou ji xu ai wo
Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?

我用力牵起没温度的双手
wo yong li qian qi mei wen du de shuang shou
I tried hard to hold (your) cold hands

过往温柔
guo wang wen rou
The tenderness in the past

已经被时间上锁
yi jing bei shi jian shang suo
Is locked in time

只剩挥散不去的难过
zhi sheng hui san bu qu de nan guo
All that's left are sadness that cannot be dispersed

在山腰间飘逸的红雨
zai shan yao piao yi de hong yu
The lush mountainside forest

随著北风凋零
sui zhe bei feng diao ling
Withers in the North Wind

我轻轻摇曳风铃
wo qing qing yao ye feng ling
I sway the windchime gently

想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
xiang huan xing bei yi qi de ai qing
Attempting to awaken this abandoned love

雪花已铺满了地
xue hua yi pu man le di
Snowflakes have already covered the ground

深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
shen pa chuang wai feng ye yi ji cheng bing
Fearing that the maple leaves outside the window are already frozen

My current favourite song and yes, I do listen to chinese songs. Lol I was once as avid fan of cheenapiangs fanclub! Anyhoos, abby, josh and I are going to celebrate our bdays together! how cool is that..haha My Idea! I was thinking of combining cakes too..lol so people dont have to fret over 3 cakes! ZOMG! Im doing manufacturing accounts now, having been a little distracted by the song..hehe I cant wait to eat at Au Petite Salut! Pearlynn's payday is this weekend(so is mine! YAY!) and we have yet to catch Hairspray. POUTS! Should I bring mama there instead? Lol be a fillial daughter and give her a little french treat. Happy hours aside, Ive been doing ALOT of accounting questions and I really wonder is it helping me in anyway. I really want to get a C for accounting for A's. Lol I know its a disgusting grade but considering my immense passion for mathe, its not too much to ask for. Miss Cheah believes that I can get an A for geog. Lol Im really lost for words..you know how much I dislike expectations. They are like the hardest barrier to get through in life. Whatever it is, Im just gona try my best and leave the rest to God. Saying that, Im signing off! (:

Damn sleak and sexy I know..Lol I got myself one.

Got it in Black and White instead of White and Black. Get it? Lol. Easily one of my fav pieces.

I love this piece too..will anyone get her for me for bday?Lol
http://bonitochico.livejournal.com/42983.html#cutid1
Thanks in adv!Lol

2007-08-26T10:58:00.001+08:00

vainpots have been so lacking of visuals. thats because i do not know how to transfer the pictures from my 660i to the comp! hur so i had to take the longer route of bluetoothing al my pics from my phone to fau's one and then usb it into my comp. its mainly going to be visuals as we're rushing for our picnic date at ecp! we bought a new tent at Giant yest, frigging cheap! $17.90 for a 4 men tent! and for today's picnic, we're going to have breaded crab claws, Hawaiian pizza, hotdogs, scallop nuggets, double choc chipmores and CP shrimp wanton! Oh yes.. and sandwiches! Yay.

Thats Miss cheah ripping off the OHP screen cos one part of it fell.
We went out to study..dont know when. Lol but it was the day before Fau bought me my DS.

lol short hair?!

See the guy in white? Thats the motherfucker who made Fau look like this.

Look at Fau..so fucking pissed!

Hello Kitty..haha

The Favourite icon of the month (: Brittany Leguennec Chin Jia Jin.

She LOVEs hello kitty! Lol and her hair is CHIO right! Thanks to yours truly! Hehe

As you all know, my 20th bday is coming(hinthint!) and so is my 1st year anni. I thought of bringing Fau to Au Petit Salut at Dempsey. Its a French Restaurant with reasonably nice looking food pictures. Lol. http://www.aupetitsalut.com/html/ Check it out (:

Us. At MI concert night. More pics later(:

Hello CJC girl. Surprise to see your face here. Here's a lesson. Never try to talk about someone right in front of her..and if the person were to be me, here's what happens. Tell that to your frigging SAJC friend too and for goodness sake, dont flaunt your ignorance in front of me for not knowing what is MI. Im not from TPJC neither CJC nor MJC. Frigging get this into your head..IM FROM MI and stop talking about it right in front of my face and standing up just to stare at my badge! Freak out.

2007-08-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

quick post!

mr fau got himself a black ds today. we saw ash working at starbucks bugis while we were there studying. we bought a $2 brolly(burberry imitation!) at bugis village because it was raining.

done.
(:

2007-08-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

The feeling was amazing,it seemed as though Jay Chou had brought us on a magical journey of experiencing the purest of love;the very essence of it,that just being with each other, thats all that matters! Seriously, although storyline similar to Lakehouse,but this is better! Haha sometimes I feel that certain feelings has to be spoken in my mother tongue, then I would really sense it. Lol. Great time with pearlynn! Lovely bitch,picked me up from school. 174 to town whereby we both sucked on lollipops and this small boy was staring at us. Haha I waved the lollipop at him and popped it back in my mouth (: Teehee.

Xin Wang and pearlynn made me eat 'Feng Chua'-basically, chicken feet. Its not that bad especially with the red chilli and soya sauce. After the movie, lol, my dear alvin got 'pangseh' by laide. Poor boy! I went to sell my mp3 first and then we went to accompany him. Pictures up soon! The both of them were fagging non-stop! It was so chocking!

7 with alvini where we really talked about certain issues. Issues that I cant have it blogged out here and are secrets between us(: He's a nice friend!

School was nonsense today. Did practically nothing. Even though we had two periods of lessons, but it was rather redundant. I preferred the study breaks after that. Raj, shira and I became school cleaners. Lol we wanted to study at the hod benches but they were wet. So we had to clean it lorh..anw, lovely study session with them and kanthan. Oh have I mention already that the Katsu Chicken Bento has really improved its standard?! the chicken taste like the KFC ones and its friggin BIG! Well, at least Ive got a really huge one..lol and all only for a price of $3.50! Love everything about it except for the poor quality jap rice. Then again, its only $3.50 so cant except much! Since Ive already side-track, let me do some shout-outs!

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY GAYBOY!(you know who you are)
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY ANWAR!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHAIFUL!

Oh shaiful told me to go clubbing toms, as his bday celeb. Should I?
After school, headed to westmall with Shira to buy bubble tea and OCK. Watched Raj's testimonial match! He scored!(: Oh and the rehearsals for teachers day too. Its pretty cool, like the year 1s are very enthu and they have got great talents! But I kinda still miss the dance that fau choreographed last year,that was SMASHING! Alright,thats all I guess. Lol Oh! And im Kanthan's masseur! Haha he sprain his back and I did a little massaging for him and he's feeling better! Haiyo! That old man. Had so much fun talking nonsense with everyone just now. Love my friends(: They rock.

Going to watch the fireworks at Marina Bay later. Hope I dont get grope by Banghlas! DAMMIT!

2007-08-14T13:48:00.000+08:00

I gave school a raincheck today. Have totally no idea why my crimson tide is so torturing this month. Cramps and high tides..My oh my. And I even had to rely on the pink pills. Anw, pictures (:

My new phone from fau.

we went picnic at ecp on 9AUG!

Haha the two guys had gotten their kite stuck between trees1

the Dirty Hans toilet!

He got me a DS(: And our next game buy is this remote control game! Forgot its name thou..its only 460!CHEAP!(:

On sat, he came over to my place early in the morning to watch 300! OMG! so gory. Then we took 36 to cityhall to meet xiang to collect my LRH bag. Took train down to bugis starbucks to study. And met some jackass piece of shit ranting his balls off. I took his picture but I still cant figure out how to transfer pics from my new phone to the comp. Till then, only descriptions(: So there were a bunch of us studying and there were still empty tables around. Then there came this fugly man making a lot of noise saying " Wana study go home and study. Dont occupy the seats here." We were all like WTF?! There were still many seats around larh cheebye and dont make a fuckdeal just because you sat near the door larh! You can fugly choose to sit inside right. OMG seriously, fau was so pissed that he lost all his smiles that instant. Seriously, I so wanted to get a mop and shuff it up his asshole! Anw, we watched rush hour 3 and we saw sangee and her bf. The movie is nice! LOVE the action and thrills. Esp the Effiel tower segment! COOL! Oh have I mention that we met quite a number of people from MI during the long weekends?

090807: Just when we were on the bus 966, this mathafucker rugger from bartley who unfortunately got kicked out of skl boarded the bus and when he saw me. he gave that fucking snide smile. Fuckyou cheebye! Get lost!

110809: Saw sangee and her boyfriend(forgot the name) and Farzel and Dahlia. Whom all we ignored!Lol.

Oh and on friday, I got myself lost in Sengkang. Ah,dont talk about it. Such a wierd place.

Anw, I finished my Accts over the weekends and IM proud of it! Now Im left with the dreadful cashflow. Uncle Dave'e going for the Gwen Stafani concert tonight and he's borrowing my ixus! I hope he dosent lose it. Gona meet this buyer to sell my ZEN. Oh..byebye ZEN! :( Im gona miss you! Played nintendo dogs,so fun! I named my dog MEOWMEOW(:

I LOVE SATIN!

2007-08-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

This is Home, truly
Where I know I must be
Where my dreams wait for me
Where that river always flows
This is home, surely
As my senses tell me
This is where I won't be alone
For this is where I know it's home

God bless Singapore :)

Chanel Luxury Line Lambskin Flap Bag!

I want one! (: So in need of moolahs that Im selling my mircophoto zen for only $120?! PATHETIC shit. Lol Anw, I had the loveliest national day celebration with fau yesterday. Pics up later! I need to go to the bank to settle some matters and then head to SengKang to collect the jellies. OMG! I havent studied! 82 more days to A's!

2007-08-06T00:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 20th bday jannah! HAHA URE OLD!

I just printed out all evidences to show the bank that Ive got cheated by the muthafucker and staying online till unearthly hours is no where near helping my wallet.

Inspired by Luca Luca Resort 2008 Collection

And look at the pretty wallet! OMG! Oh no..I shouldnt get it. I just got my MiuMiu one (: ohkay,ennuff sshhoopppiiinnnggg!Im going to bed.

2007-08-05T08:57:00.000+08:00

Studying can be really fun (:

I prolly had the worst and uncanny dream of my life. I dreamt that fauzi was only using me as a subsitute for Chermaine and that he wanted to leave me to get back with her. Serious,it felt so real that I really felt like I was going to lose him any moment. And suddenly I woke up, in my pitch-black room, and found myself starting to call for fauzi's name. Thank goodness he was just sleeping on my bed. He woke up and started to cuddle me in his arms and pat me back to sleep like a parent to a child. I felt so secured at that point in time. It was pure bliss.

And I bought something from LRH. Min is back so hurraaayy to that!

The food at Indulgz was not too bad, just that it made me a lil tipsy and groggy as the Pasta I ordered contained a lil of wine. The ambiance is sexy and Mummy thinks that people there talks too loudly that they made it seem like its a coffeeshop!(: Ive received my Laine already and Fau says its really nice!*beams* And he says Deluca makes me look so malay-ish.DAMMIT!

[past visuals]-days which i want to forget.

lol not this day!Mum treated me to DTF(: Look at the top she's wearing from pirate parade! So sweet!

[fauzi's 21st..]

before everyone came..

self timer shots and taken my the niece.LOL!

look at the smiles on my face and how much fun I was having when his friends werent there..YET!

julie's cuppycakes!THUMBS UP!

and i became the maid for cutting the cake when everyone was happily taking pictures with fauzi. how sad can that get!

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What do you think of Balanciaga Motorcycle bags? Lol. They dont really look like they worth 3K thou..Hmm..

Ive got a new phone(: Thankyou fau! And ive got to say thankyou to him next week again for the DS.Lol

Oh and have I already mentioned that its PirateParade's last post? Sob no more cheap high end clothings!Haha then again, one LJ down to shop so I can save money!

And I cant believe that fau actually agreed to go clubbing with me and my classmates this wed!How nice! I cant wait (: It seems as if all the pieces have fallen perfectly into place and nothing can touch me right now. Suddenly I've got everything I need right where I want it and I've been living on a constant high.But as all things are I know this current state of euphoria will end soon.So I'm just going to sit back, relax and enjoy the rest of it while it lasts. And needless to say, fau, I love you so much.

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2007-08-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

YAY!the muthafucker syafiqah finally returned me my 50bucks!*jumps around* she says she wants to sue the school and went crazy over me knowing her address..lol a tit for tat (: girl,I LIED ABOUT KNOWING YOUR ADDRESS!(: you went back on your word and made me haunt you for a year, now just scram away from my life k.or perhaps, I can prolly see you again when ure being lowered into earth (: And you still have the cheek to not ask me to reply and get out of your life..haha ure one big joke,i swear! nonetheless, IVE GOT BACK MY MONEY AND PERIOD!

Make a clever guess what I did this morning.Hehe..I gave so many miss calls to my debtors-Ana,Syafiqah and Shiqin. And guess what, I made a connection over their names. Look at their initial alphabet and guess what is formed, ASS!Lol and they are all malays! Omg ohkay grace, no racist comments. Your boyfriend is malay too and uve got tons of malay friends BUT, my boyfriend and the rest of my malay friends are NICE HUMANS! unlike those muthafuckers! Lol. I shant get myself worked up over them as another good news is, I WENT TO POSB TODAY! and I mentioned to them about the scam and this kind lady printed out a form for me to fill and told me to print out all the emails. Once Im done, I can just hand over all information to them and they will faxed it to the authorized people to handle my case. And here's the last part, if all goes well, I WILL BE GETTING BACK MY MONEY AND THE BANK WILL CHASE AFTER THAT MUTHAFUCKER SHIQIN! How great is that! Lol anw, credits to Gao Ning for mentioning it to me. (Gao Ning's fauzi's police inspector) Nice chap, love him and his girlfriend<3

LoveLove.

I just realise Im spending money everyday. OMG!curb it babe!Oh should I get this? haha

Which color should I get?! Omg..Im so in LOVE with MiuMiu!
[add] fauzi says that I should get the gold one..Hmmm Im not in agreement with him thou,HOW?! HELP ME![/add]

2007-08-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

I havent received my Laine..OMG!let it NOT be a missing mail cos i really love that dress! :( I hope it arrives tomorrow but then again, it was sent out earlier than the yellow dress as shown in the above. I received the yellow dress already but not Laine! omg..nellyjoy better give me reply before i get into a bitch fit.

likewise, debtors list is once accumulating!
1. ANA-returned partial only, i think she self proclaim a $13 discount which I NOW DEMAND IT BACK!
2.MUTHAFUCKER syafiqah-its 3AUG as of today. you said you will return me on 1AUG. may your tongue have ulcers.
3. Alvin-$25 for the dress he bought for his friend.
4. aunty christine-$30 for the mango dress she bought.

3 and 4 are nice people. 1..hmmm not too sure whether is she out to cheat my money by self-proclaiming a $13 discount on her purchase. 2, just burn in hell but return me my money before that.

PHIN's steakhouse is yummy!i wana try ah chew next time. (:

2007-08-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

Im going to spend a little time blogging to share my thoughts before moving on to completing my econs essay.

Many things have been happing to me since the 27th July. Shall start from the latest happenings which is from today.

It has been a lovely day until my dad came barking into my room. Whatever it is, I had facial at Bioskin today after school and I realise that most of the girls working there were around my age. They were telling me how fortunate I am to be still studying in school and being able to further my studies at NUS after I graduate from MI(hopefully!). And with those fingers running through my face and massaging my backs, I realise that starting to work at an early age is a tough decision. I can never put myself in the shoes of them. Having a visual image of having to massage my client's back and work my hands rough is such a painful thought. It finally dawn upon me really hard that "hey grace, study hard and you will never live a life like this". Thus, my promise to myself that I will at least score a BBC for my A's. And definitely, it aint going to be an easy feat with all the distractions around me. I guess, finally theres one thing that I can agree with Mdm Lee, "remove all distractions and cool off from your relationship if need be. your studies is more important than any relationships" and I truly agree with Mr Tan that " if you want to be successful, you've got to learn to be selfish". So wana hear about my fucktard father? Will, I was just asking how much my aunt earns per month(she's a teach by the way) and she said gross is about 4K. My reply was "wahhh so little." and she said "thats for after working for 10years!" and I was like "OMFG!". I then when on to question her is there a job that can assure me a take home pay of 10k per month and she said " wait long long". Well, I guess in this modern ear or even years to come, earning 10K per month might be a casual issue among Singaporeans. With rising oil prices, taxes and high property pricings, earning 10K, perhaps, its no longer enough for all these luxuries. Definitely, asking all these in front of my fucktard dad is utter rubbish. Guess what happened when I got home. I frigging got scolded for having such wishful dream of wanting to earn 10K per month in future. And because I was online when he just giving his lecture, he went on to continue saying that "stop going to these websites and spend money on clothes. go study hard la..still think of want to earn 10k per month NONSENSE!". Seriously, I could have shouted back and prolly which would land him in hoso but I didnt. I know my limits and I just treated as a mad dog barking. Seriously, I still cant forgive him for shouting at me just because of what Fauzi said. Totally unreasonable and brainless. Now I know why he only manage to complete O levels. I promise this day that I will never be like him, do well for my A's, get a good job with good pay, and move out to a better house and not bring him along. Unless he learns how to control his fucking temper and bring down his damn ego, apologise to me and I might just reconsider bringing him over (: And for your information fucktard dad, ITS MY MONEY THAT IM SPENDING AND I EARN THEM!IVE STOP ASKING MONEY FROM YOU SO SHUTUP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

Yesterday was a pleasant day,until I had to go for tuition. Haha. Its not so bad afterall, but I guess after Mr Tan's speech, I finally made decisions that are favorable to myself. Im not being selfish, but treating myself much better (: Grace shall thus forth no longer be the one whom you can thrust around,or expect things from. Im going to be selfish.

Fauzi's birthday was great, but obviously a total flop in the end. Shant blog it since most of you reading it knows what exactly happened. Ive got something to say though. Although Im a woman, but Im always in favor of Man as I cant stand woman at times. The way they react to petty situations, the way they think about guys,and the way they act to get attention. Seriously, Im too much of a Man trap in a woman's body. However, there is something that I cant agree with Man-their inflatable EGO! Haha it has always been something that I would love to crash and trample upon. They should be taught great lessons for this! Another is their anger management-this varies though. Like for Fauzi, he hits people and get petty or head down to the gym. For some other boys, they would sleep or approach another methods to clam their nerves. I believe that those who are pro-fauzi, would disagree with me. But still, I believe that a guy should never hit a girl no matter under what circumstances. Pro-fauzi supporters, put yourself in my position and thinking about someone whom you really love beating you up. Like it or not? You know that answer yourself. Yes you may argue that Im at fault and yada yada yada and I agitated him whatever crap, still, is beating a girl up a reasonable and justified action to solve a problem? Not that Im a great thinker or something but I believe that NO ONE has the right to judge, except for God, and the people involved in it. The rest, shuddup. Also, consider all possibilities from all angles before having a different perspective of someone. Period.

On a happy note, I sold 2 dresses today! One to alvini chana, which is for his friend. And another to aunty christine! Yay! And to make myself feel better after having a fucktard yelling at me, I BOUGHT MORE CLOTHES!

yay to pinstripe shorts!ONLY $14.90!

ETRO inspired minidress!ONLY $25!
all from Pirate Parade! They are closing! Oh so sad! :(

$24!<3

Going to watch perfect stranger with ade and surin toms! Cant wait (((((((:

[add] And he keeps harping on the fact that I dont talk..Haha becareful what you wish for man..when I start, you wouldnt be able to take it.FUCKTARD![/add]

2007-07-27T06:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY BOYFRIEND!(:

The past week had been hectic for me! Suddenly the teachers all decided to make us finish up our tutorials and assignments! The nemesis is the IRP! FILE to be handed in. But I guess I wouldnt had been able to do it without fauzi's help (:

The reason why Im blogging so early in the morning its because IM going to his place to give him a surprise! Lol. He's meeting me at 730 at bbatok to pass me my homework. But I'll give the day a headstart by meeting him at 7am at his place! With a birthday cake and etcs. Lol. I hope he will be pleasantly surprise.

Today is such a lovely day and its gona be one so I shant spoil my mood by talking about muthafucker debtors. Im gladful for my sister who's always there to lend me moolahs. (: THANKS RUTHiE! Seriously, I doubt I'll be selling my items to my friends anymore. Or tather, let me receive payment first before meeting up with the person OR sell it to someone whom I meet everyday. Anws, despite the negative cash assets, I manage to buy

candypulp!

the black denim one(:

candypulp.

SERIOUSLY,muthafuckers should just rot somewhere along the street and have bad dreams everynight! Lol.

2007-07-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

Life is seriously sucky now.
1. Fredflare is being a bastard and making me look like an effing seller.
2. Friends who owes money refuse to pay up. And because of them, Im so effing poor that I dont even have money to topup my cashcard and eat. Seriously, have some self-awareness can? And I seriously wouldnt be effing mad and blogging about this if you could simply, return me the money!
3. And because of the people above, IM BROKE and how am I effing suppose to pay for the stuffs for fauzi's bday. SERIOUSLY,when it comes to friends, dont ever bring in money matter. Cos you'll never get it done and you will be on the losing end for being so nice! FUCKING JIBAI!

2007-07-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday night, it was raining so heavily that I couldn't sleep! Fauzi had to 'pat' me to sleep even. Haha. He was love yesterday night. I love the way he snuggles up to me, wraps his arms around me so I can lay my head on his chest. His heavy breathing sounded so sexy! Haha. Anws, I woke up at 830am even though I only slept at 4am! Im amazing huh!(: Gona do a little bit of total production and cost today and I'll finish up all my accounts!(LIKEREAL). At unearthly hour yesterday, I sold a total of $169. Not too bad..but I also spent quite a bit on my MuiMui bags so I guess it offsets! I believe today is gona be a HOT HOT day so Im gona wear the tube dress(skirt) that I bought yesterday at the cheapo place!

2007-07-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

Its such a lovely day today. Other than delia stood me and other buyers up at bugis, the rest are love. Studied at esplanade SAC cafe with fauzilove before heading down to cheapo places for shopping(: Ever since we started studying today, fauzilove has been begging me to stop and lets go..Haha and me being me, I stared really big and said" Do you want to go to NUS or not?! Or do you want me to go to NUS or go overseas?!"And he softly said "I want you to go to NUS.." with the kitten eyes and pouty lips. He's so adorable! I just love my weekends! He bought me two pairs of shoes, one for skl(for me to doodle as well!) and the other for SHOPPING purposes from Everlast! Mummy bought me an eastpak bagpack cos my shoulders hurt whenever I carry shoulder bag nowadays! Moreover, Im gona be a guaikai-carrying more notes to skl!(: Received my gucci inspired dress today, its lovely except there are many uncut threads. Bought a black stripped and skirt(to be worn as dress) at a cheapocheapo place today! Both for only $55! Yay to that!(:

Got this top at HajiLane yesterday(: Really short,i know..thats why Im gona get leggings soon(:

Honey glazed chicken rice at SAC! I love peach tea(:

Say HELLO to my MUIMUI bags(:
its M-I-N-E!!

I think that my boyfriend is becoming more and more..gentle towards me. As in his speech and actions. I pray that this will how it will be for the rest of the days we're gona be together. He's so sweet to even think of buying me a SLG canon camera. It cost frigging 700+bucks! And taking into account that Ive already got a digital camera, its quite unnecessary. Moreover, we can just borrow it from HAFIZ(: Hehe.

I calculated my debtors for July and it amounts up to a total of $270 odd. Pretty cool huh. Im just a terrible creditor and people are just taking me as a charity hub. Hurhur. Denise is paying me 38bucks and Ana is paying me 43 bucks today. I cant wait!Like serious! Ive been not eating properly for the past week due to the lowfunds! Yay to food now(:

should I get this? OMG Im so into eyelets now! LOVE THEM!<3

[add] Ive got amazing wonder fingers! that everytime I click, money either comes in or goes out! But often, its very much the latter!

And the funny thing is..

Fayfey Loves You

to me

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2:49 am (31 minutes ago)

Hey Grace (I RECOGNISE YOU OMG!),

Am glad you like my pretty clothes:
COL SILK VINTAGE INSPIRED DRESS
EYELET DRESS
FREE PEOPLE TUNIC

HAHA took her quite long to realise. Oh wells! Haha and I freaked her out again by telling her Cheryl's my primary school friend! What a small world! Anws, $95 out of my account into hers! :( GRACEEEE!!!stoopppp iiittt! I think I should go to bed now..haha its already 3:24am!

2007-07-19T17:03:00.000+08:00

IM B to the R to the O to the K to the E! lol BROKE!I just transferred money for the Gucci inspired dress as reference to the previous post. And I bought a MuiMui wallet! Frigging EX! OMG! I want my chanel! I think Im going bonkers! Chanel is much cheaper than MuiMui! Anws, money gone,cashlow. SIGH! Received my hvv top(damn sexy!) and candypulp(so cute!) today. Hehe and I think my chances of getting lung cancer has increased significantly after photocopying so many copies of history and economics paper from other JCs. I never knew the world was that cruel and people were that pragmatic until today. I just feel so,small and I realise that I have been painting the world into a perfect picture. So much so that I have let down all my guards to whom people that I should be aware of. Fauzi's right, Im just too naive and innocent-always beliving that people around me are always the nicest ones.

Anw, Im so hungry now! I havent eaten a proper meal the whole day! Except for a stolen bite of cheese bread from shira and 8pcs of sub-standard famous amos cookies from the school canteen! Haha tomorrow is parents meet and I hope that all goes well. I hope Mdm Lee would be kind with her words. Haha I shall print more notes tomorrow for fauzi. Seriously! I didnt know history was seperated into 3 sub topics. I had such a hard time photocopying just now cos I wasnt sure of what he is studying. Aiya, he should just be thankful that Im photocopying for him (: I missed the chance of getting the Kinglier tickets..dammit larrrh! So wana go and Mdm Lee was begging us to go yesterday. Now that Ive got the cash and the wanting to watch the play, POOF!tickets sold out. Oh wells..Haha I was telling shira that we can have our own Kinglier PLAY(:

I dont think I'll be getting the RL tote bag and shirt cos..I dont fancy it that much afterall (: I seriously have fallen in LOVE with chanel products. Esp the 2.55 bag! Man oh man, like what fauzi and my other guy friends say " you really need a rich boyfriend!" But you know, you dont always get what you want. Moreover, Im happy with who I am with now,no doubts about that!

Im going to do my facial mask now..there are unsightly mushrooms on my left cheek and its taking ages to go away! Shoo Shoo! Facial products shopping with fauzi this weekend. Hehe he needs 1. Facial wash 2. Toner 3. Moisturizer 4. Facial mask 5. Me to apply all the above for him (:

2007-07-18T23:32:00.000+08:00

Its like the same design but different colors only! (: I hope this will be mine this time. Ive been pretty slow in buying dresses from candypulp and pirateparade due to the lack of time being able to stay online till unearthly hours to await their updates. Anw, I havent really gotten anything from pirateparade cos its either im too slow or the dress dosent interest me. Hmm..anws,fauzi and I are going to watch the Kinglear play at esplanade this friday evening (: Lol. I hope mdm lee dosent chide me for bringing him and not some MI people. Well, he's alumni,can? (:

I finally ordered the items from fredflare yesterday and guess what! The earphone charms are so popular! I guess I'll be doing a backorder for it but depends still, if only there are enough orders to cover the shipping. The shipping cost $35 larrrh!HELP! But its UPS so it justifies the price. Still, sigh. High cost, low profit margin. Hehe. I cant wait to receive the Oscar La Renta dress from candypulp,Chloe tunic top(from pirateparade but its mum's one!) and the Metallic Haler from hvv (: Littleredheels has been slow on updates..wonder why!Planning something big huh! LOL! I hope the items from fredflare arrives on monday so I can quickly send out the items! Char will be selling her clothes on her blog and I hope to get a few of them. She really has pretty clothes and I hope that she will be selling what Im looking for on my lookingpost on LJ (: *hinthint!the gold tunic top and addicthief dress*

I really dig this but its sold out!Too slow again!Pouts :(

Oh yes, I stayed over at love's place yesterday and I had a shock. Lol. Everyone was in bed by 10pm and of course! I need to force myself to sleep! His comp was lagging and notabs but windows windows windows! I felt like I almost jammed the comp with my fast clickidy fingers! Haha. His second sis and I and him shared a room (: How cosy! Haha. He slept on the floor thou. Poor boyfriend. This morning, I woke up at 7am! Haha imagine if I were sleeping at my place, at 7, I would already have been on 506! Haha. Nuggets for breakfast and guess what! Im late for skl with hafiz,sandra,nette,yeewen and a whole lot of people! I bet the number of people late for skl today can fill up 3 classrooms larrrh! Anw, I want to comment on something. I think Mdm Lee is pretty nice today, although she keeps buzzing around me. But at least, I stayed awake during her lessons. I guess the TLLM thing does help. I feel like Ive learnt many skills today (:

Im so tired..I need to sleep!shall blog more when Im much free-er!(:

2007-07-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

for my lovely SANDRA!lol she's like the joke of the day. ever since when flowstones are know as stalacite walls?! ZOMG! funny balls!

Skl's fun today!(: There aint pe and most of the time, I spent it on beauty sleep, chitchatting,cleo and laughing non-stop at the most outrageous topics! Today, we were discussing on cupsizes and the culprits are me, khai, shira, kinda pulled in edith and rae as well. Oh oh and miss C cup size, vicky! Lol. And we were talking about it right in front of DTAN! Edith is so cute..she read my blog(and i know she is reading now!LOL) and asked me about my shopping craze! So I just gave her the links that I frequent (: Lol I love girls who adores online shopping!

Just checked out _spree and there is this coloured jeans now going on. They are frigging CHEAP!

RED - $36
PURPLE -$40
GREEN - $36
YELLOW -$36
ROYAL BLUE-$36
http://community.livejournal.com/_spreee/1320102.html#cutid1

FRIGGING CHEAP AND NICE! i L O V E the purple one! Should I?! Haha..edith is so gona KILL me for this!

And the bag that me and rae were talking about on CLEO!

http://community.livejournal.com/_spreee/1319553.html#cutid1

$49?! Would you even think of buying it?! Haha I wouldnt!

Im gona go bathe now and head over to boyfriend's house. Yay stayover! Im gona make the niece cry tonight (: Hehe.

2007-07-16T18:02:00.000+08:00

MORE SHOPPING! yesyes nono?

ignore the funny face..lol anw, this shirt for fauzi? $46

should i get the white or black? $42

the dress is lovely! totally dig the intricate designs! so delicate!OMG!

Ralph Lauren Mulitcoloured bag! FOR ONLY $65! but, Ive got so many bags already!Hmm..I think I shall forget about it. Just wait patiently for my fendi BAGS to arrive. Haha..I have yet to receive from the muthafucker!

[bought it]

wetseal spree is closed!dammit!that means no more wedges,heels and the pretty blue dress! :( But not all hope is lost! Hehe,forever21 is still on and I havent ask daddy for moolahs! TONIGHT shall it be (: parents day is this friday SO better get the moolahs before Im officially screwed. Anw, I dont think I did that badly afterall. Perhaps. Haha

[add]I think syafiqah is dead. Can someone help me check the malay papers under 'dead people' section to see if she's there? She bloody just go MIA larh. 98865172 thats her number that I got from Ana. I dont care..Im broke now. So Im gona use all ways to hunt her down..lets start from friendster![/add]

2007-07-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

I know, the back of the pink phone is so "CHIO!" love the floral designs. He's getting the black one while me, obviously the other color (: And I so couldnt believe it that his 21mths plan just ended. I mean, 21mths! All I know is that my 2 years plan will never end-due to the constant upgrading! Hehe.

Should I join the wetseal & gojane spree? Hmmm..

stupid IB is down for maintenance. DAMMIT! Haha perhaps its a sign to stop spending money!
[add] ohkay,ive just made a very wise decision. I think I'll not buy heels cos I feel damn bad for not wearing them after purchase.( Haha, a very bad habit of mine!) So prolly just getting the wetseal dress!(: I LOVE DRESSES! Say "AYE" if you dig dresses too![/add]

2007-07-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

before the game started!

soft soft keyboard.

twins.

im first!

mushroom.

boyfriend and us.

food.

the number of plates we ate..MUAHAH!

2007-07-14T11:11:00.000+08:00

Im going to meet pearlynn at central (: For ~~bitching~~ chitchatting session. Im bored people, date me out and I'll be most willing to say YES!

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"Contentment is not the fulfillment of what you want, it is the
realization of how much you already have."

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look
so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened
for us.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they
just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't
go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.
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